He's NOT Gay!

I am so glad that fake rocker Robbie and the Martin Nievera look-alike Jason is out of AI. Alexandréa Lushington shouldn't have been kicked out of the competition. Unfortunately, there will only be 6 girls who'd make it to the top 12 and I personally think it should be Asia'h, Syesha, Ramiele, Carly, Kady and Brooke. David Archuleta [the next AI..Ü] cried because Alexandréa was one of his competitor in Star Search where he came out as the big winner. A lot of people think he's gay but HE'S NOT! I think he's just a sheltered kid, probably a mama's boy who was raised to be a refined gentleman.

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Somebody Kill Me Please!

There's nothing much to talk about the girls' performance in American Idol. It was just okay. Except for Brooke White's beautiful rendition of You're So Vain. I was so happy to hear Malubay talk about her being Filipino. She's really proud of her roots. It's a good move knowing how big the Filipino community is in the US. I hope she stays in the competition for a long time so we can listen to her more. Unfortunately, I can't wish for her to win. I just know David Archuleta will be the next AI!

Just a question.. Have you ever trusted somebody so much.. somebody who promised a world of flowers and butterflies.. and in the end turns out to be a total a-hole? If yes, what is it worth to still hold on to those promises? Life's a bitch and that's something I've learned a long time ago. But I wasn't prepared to know it feels even worse if somebody has his hand around you and makes you even more miserable than you already are with only the world's shit to worry about. SIgh. In the words of my one great love Adam Sandler.. SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE!!!!

Okay, maybe I'm judging too soon. One more month.. One more month then I can finally say I'm done.

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I JUNO, Bro!

A lot of thing has happened the last couple of days and I can only sum it up to one word.. DRAMA! I don't want to elaborate 'coz we're still uncertain about a few things but I hope the pictures that I'm gonna upload sometime soon [maybe after this] would shed some light to the complexity of our situation. Update: the pix are HERE. Thing is, we still smile so you might just think everything's okay. It seems like we can survive just anything. But friends.. Ryan and I are doing okay. We are thinking looong term so.. This will be for the better. =) If this is confusing to you, I apologize. My mind is so busy with a lot of things. I think I'm going crazy. I woke up yesterday and washed my face, put on some decent clothes and hailed a taxi. I spent an hour in SM not knowing why I'm there in the first place.

IMDb: Faced with an unplanned pregnancy, an offbeat young woman makes an unusual decision regarding her unborn child.

Faith and I.. to temporarily forget our worries watched Juno yesterday at Ayala. I think it was hilarious! I loved Juno to death! She's cool, she's funny and she's uber smart. Even in real life 'coz I saw her interview with Barbara Walters. But Jennifer Garner made me cry. Shit! I can totally relate to her. Shit shit shit! Tals, don't worry. I'm still gonna watch it with you again on Sunday.

David Archuleta ROCKS!!! He sang Imagine earlier and I almost shit myself in bed! I'm in-love with him. He's sooo cute!

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Reminiscing TRON.. Not Again!

What the fuck is wrong with me?! Why do I miss TRON so much?! I was browsing thru Kate's albums and found these 3 pictures that I didn't even know existed.. I fuckin' cried! I'm such a baby everytime I see or think about TRON. I love the team sooo much and even though it's been quite sometime since I left, I still can't get over it! Am I the only one?! Dammit dammit dammit!!!

Candid shot of Widdy and Me

Mare, Me and is that HER?!

PS Summer Outing '06

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!

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The End Is Here!

IMDb: President Ashton (William Hurt) is attending a global war on terror summit in Spain. Thomas Barnes (Dennis Quaid) and Kent Taylor (Matthew Fox) are two of the Secret Service agents assigned to protect him. This is the first action that Agent Barnes has been in since he took a bullet for President Ashton six-month earlier. We really dont know if Agent Barnes is up to the challenge of protecting the President. Shortly after President Ashton is escorted to the stage in the plaza by the Secret Service, he is immediately shot twice by a rifle from a window and falls to the floor. The crowd is in shock and chaos breaks out all over, especially, when bombs begin to explode. Howard Lewis (Forest Whitaker) is an American video-taping the event to show to his children that he was actually there at this historic event. He believes that he has the picture of the man who shot the President. Agent Barnes sees the tape and has a clue to that person. Several different people witness the event, and only through their eyes do we see the truth behind the assassination attempt.

I loved every moment of the movie! I was at the edge of my seat and for the first time I didn't care that my Ryan wasn't holding my hand. It's a must see!


A few months back, I wrote THIS. Most of those who took the time to read it agreed and sympathized. I didn't even know it'd cause a stir. But I know there are still quite a few who were skeptical about whether I was doing that to defend myself. God knows I was unmindful of what other people are saying about me. I said I will never waste my time again on a now 30-year old virgin but BEJ BID HIS GOODBYE and I just want to thank him for confirming everything that I had said. Khai, you were justified and you need not fear the devil's wrath. She's down.

If you're too impatient to read the whole thing and you're curious as to how this affects me, here's why..

How dare you incite my friends to go up against me. You gathered them, you tried to marginalize me by banking up on their ill feelings towards me. You encouraged them to shun me and to confront me. You took it to yourself to speak on their behalf, in the guise of a pacifier. Let me tell you this, I was more than aware of your desire and intent to make me into another Claudine, and frankly I don't care. I just wanted the guys to think for themselves and listen to what I had to say. It is never hard for me to take what people can throw at me, to accept what they have to say and work with that to come up with an understanding. I guess you did not foresee that your plan backfired on you. What were you afraid of? That I will be able to upstage you? I already did that long ago, you never shone brilliantly anyways. You were just good at basking on other people's reflected glory.

How dare you plot against me. You thought I never noticed that you tried to make me not go with you during the Malapascua trip? You tried your best to force me not to go. You were never helpful that time, but I got my way, didn't I? What about the Siquijor trip? You thought you had it in you to block all possible means for me to be able to come with you guys. But you never expected that Claudine would give me the opportunity to be there. That was why you were so hot in pursuing the pep-talk or intervention that happened there. Everything was done on your own machinations. But I guess I can let that pass since I know that there were issues that needed to be aired and resolved.

You're one of the most selfish person I have ever had the misfortune of knowing. You show everyone how "good" a friend you are; you help them fight their battles, you provide enticing gossips, you show them a "good time" - but one false step and then your ugly real self comes out and you do everything in your "power" to alienate them or turn them into social outcasts.

Moral lesson according to ateh, [read the comments] "kung mangaway, ayaw dungan2x or mag bonding imong mga g.away!"

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Gawddammet!

PaPaRoacH
23-Feb-2008 8:56 am
Miss u Ging! Luv u..Papa

I wish I could tell y'all what happened between me and my Papa. We had more arguements than lovey-dovey moments since my age of reason. We have different takes on anything. Our simple debate about politics (he used to pull me aside to check on my social awareness chuva) would end up in a heated arguement and a few days of silent treatment. It had always been him who would cry and apologize. Yeah, I'm a bad-ass. But he taught me to be tough when I know I'm right. There was even a time that I bravely said to his face, "Just because you're the father doesn't mean you're always right!" In college, I went to Boracay twice against his will. The second one was with seven guys.. no adults. But the brat in me would always say, "Pa, I never disappoint you with my grades so what's wrong with partying?" Eversince, he rarely complained about me coming home from school at 9pm, getting dolled up by 10, leaving with the guys at 11 and coming home drunk and puking by our gate at 5am. Fast forward after his retirement, he lost all his savings over a still unknown investment that went into bankruptcy. I love the fact that I support my two younger siblings' education (private school sucks! hehehehe..Ü) but there are times when I abhor not being able to buy what my heart desires. There are times when I snap and blame him for the loss of the luxurious life he made us used to. I apologize each time but during the peak of our family crisis, he did something and I said something and everything was black and gray. Most of my friends would often ask me how I can bear not going home to Bacolod as often as I can and I just tell them kapoy. Two reasons.. One, I'd rather send them the money and two, I don't want to see Papa. Last December, I had to go home for my grandpapa's 1st death anniversary. Papa and I didn't say anything to each other. We just hugged and he asked me to come to the dining 'coz he cooked my fave bakaretas.

He rarely text me with the assurance that he will get over his depression soon and a reminder of how much he miss and love me so when he does, I can't help but cry. I thought about blogging about it (eventhough I told myself I'll never discuss family matters in my blogs and just keep it in my big black journal) 'coz I don't want to embarass myself here in the office for being such a baby about a simple text message. Gawddammet!

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The Runaway Groom (Copied)

Got this HERE. I thought this is only a typical Pinoy movie plot. I feel sorry for the girl who was left behind but at the same time curious to know the story behind the runaway couple.

Bride sues runaway groom
Sun-Star Online
Friday, February 22, 2008

A CIVIL case for damages and attorneys fees was filed yesterday against a man who left his bride-to-be waiting in the altar right before they were supposed to exchange their “I dos”.

Lilibeth Gaviola wants the Regional Trial Court (RTC) to compel her would-be husband, Ryan Sesante, to pay close to P500,000 in actual damages, including the expenses incurred for the wedding, moral damages and attorney’s fees.

She said the incident (their scheduled wedding last Dec. 22) left her feeling downgraded. Her “shameful story” appeared in the newspapers and became the subject of a few commentaries.

“Plaintiff has no more choice except to go to court and seek therein relief for the injustice and pain that she had suffered from the hands of defendant,” Gaviola said.

In her complaint, Gaviola narrated how she met Sesante back in college when they were classmates taking up accounting at the Southwestern University.

She said they graduated together and found work separately, meeting again accidentally only in December 2005 at the Saint Vincent Church in Barangay Sambag II.

Sesante, she said, courted her sometime after that and, by February 2006, they were sweethearts.

After a year of being steady, they then decided to get married, with Sesante asking Gaviola’s hand from her parents last June 17.

“The parties arranged for their wedding, starting with getting of the marriage license and church requirements, then arranging for the principal and secondary sponsors, place of reception, invitations and other details for the wedding. The reception was booked at Royal Concourse, with 100 persons reserved for the occasion. Invitations to relatives and close friends were made (as well as) video coverage of the wedding and reception,” she said.

In the morning of the wedding, Gaviola said she was at the Golden Peak Hotel together with her make-up artist, getting ready for the big day.

She, on board the bridal car, was already at the Our Lady of the Sacred Heart Parish on Escario St. Cebu City 15 minutes before the schedule.

Sesante arrived half an hour late.

“Upon defendant’s arrival, his mother immediately wore the barong over him with his eyes seemed teary. Then, the wedding ceremony started with the priest harping on the delay as it commenced,” Gaviola said.

The ceremony, albeit a bit behind schedule, progressed without a hitch until the part where vows are exchanged.

She alleged that when the priest asked him if if he was willing to take Gaviola as her lawfully wedded wife, a girl wearing a skirt and eyeglasses shouted to the priest to stop the wedding and called out Sesante’s name twice.

Sesante, in turn, “without any hesitation or saying something or anything, turned his back and walked very fast toward the lady. They then hugged each other and went outside the church together.”

Gaviola said the priest even called out to Sesante, asking him to come back. And when he did not, the priest even went after him. But, to no avail.

In the end, the crowd proceeded to the restaurant for the banquet (how mean..) . She, on the other hand, went home with her parents, depressed. (KNR)

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And then there were 20..

I kinda liked Colton Berry, the Ellen Degeneres look-alike. I think Luke Menard should have been sent home instead. His performance was boring and as Simon put it, forgettable.

I am crazy about their group performance!



David Archuleta seems to be the #1 fave for this season. And why the hell not? The kid is awesome! Ryan showed me this video the other day and damn! He look sooo cool! I wanna lick his neck!

Gwenk, Faith and I were supposed to watch 27 Dresses tonight but unfortunately Gwenk slept late, Faith had to go somewhere and my Ryan came over. So I guess this weekend would be a little busy with 27 Dresses, Jumper and Vantage Point on my must-see list. We'll see..

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To: KEITH LEDESMA

I don't personally know you. This is a favor from a friend who wanted to give you a message. I don't understand why people like you who have been blessed with an angel could have the heart to turn your back when there are people like me who would cry for not having one. Take this from somebody who doesn't have any agenda for doing this but to make you see what you have lost. Feast your eyes on the child who'd grow up not knowing you. And thank God for that!

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My One Greatest Frustration

Growing up I imagined myself doing a lot of things. I wanted to be a swimmer [but thanks to my cramps it'll only be a dream], a singer/dancer [I love my bathroom!], a doctor [but then I learned that seeing a pool of blood scares the shit out of me], a sportscaster [that's what I said on our high school's prophecy] and even a florist. But one thing I really love doing is arranging rooms. My room in Bacolod is small and my mom would still be amazed to this day how I can fit my bed, a cabinet, a sofa and all my butingtings.

Yesterday is US President's Day so corporate America is basically on holiday. With only research left to do, I busied myself with this cool website that I found while searching for room make-over pictures. Each project would start with a plain room and you have to decorate it from paint to furnitures to flooring and accents. Hours would pass by and I wouldn't notice. I have so much fun playing around. Below are my first 3 projects. Pros would probably laugh at me but I have no formal training so I rely only on what I think would look nice. I am a frustrated interior designer..

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Alone.. Again!

All alone in the office again.. Sometimes I wonder.. why I'm so punctual? It just don't feel right if others are waiting for me. Even if you ask my childhood friends [Joedel, yes YOU!], they'd tell you I always arrive first in any meet-ups. Even if it means I have to wait for hours [Joedel, I am talking to you!].

Well good thing though 'coz I got the chance to snaps some pics of our new office set-up. HERE is the link along with the pictures taken last Saturday night. Some GR peeps went on party to celebrate a little something-something. Well, it's not really little. It's a BIG thing and sorry to tell you, only us can understand why, hehehehe..Ü Oh, and it was Ryan's birthday. I finally got to see this much talked about Numero Doce bar. Too bad though we came half an hour before closing time. But we still saw some action. Regulars would know what I mean.Ü

I'm not really in the mood for blogging. So bye for now..

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P.S. I Love You

IMDb: Holly Kennedy is beautiful, smart and married to the love of her life - a passionate, funny, and impetuous Irishman named Gerry. So when Gerry's life is taken by an illness, it takes the life out of Holly. The only one who can help her is the person who is no longer there. Nobody knows Holly better than Gerry. So it's a good thing he planned ahead. Before he died, Gerry wrote Holly a series of letters that will guide her, not only through her grief, but in rediscovering herself. The first message arrives on Holly's 30th birthday in the form of a cake, and to her utter shock, a tape recording from Gerry, who proceeds to tell her to get out and "celebrate herself". In the weeks and months that follow, more letters from Gerry are delivered in surprising ways, each sending her on a new adventure and each signing off in the same way; P.S. I Love You. Holly's mother and best friends begin to worry that Gerry's letters are keeping Holly tied to the past, but in fact, each letter is pushing her further into a new future. With Gerry's words as her guide, Holly embarks on a journey of rediscovery in a story about marriage, friendship and how a love so strong can turn the finality of death into a new beginning for life.


I've never read the book although I remember reading the back of it one time. I've decided even before I watched the movie that I would fall in love with it. And I did. Needless to say Faith, Gwenk and I sobbed, sniffed and laughed.. loving each line and feeling the emotions of each character. Our eyes were all red and puffy but who gives a shit?!

People who need to let go and move on should watch this movie. If Holly can free Gerry, anybody can.

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7/8

They fuckin' made it! Well, except for Josiah Lemming. My bets are in the top 24!!! Weepee!

David Archuleta

Asia'h Epperson

Danny Noriega

Ramiele Malubay

Carly Smithson

Michael Johns

Kady Malloy

Among all of 'em, I'd choose David to be the next American Idol!

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My Bets!

Here are my remaining bets for American Idol Season 7. David Archuleta, Asia'h Epperson, Danny Noriega, Ramiele Malubay, Carly Smithson, and Michael Johns. I can't find Kady Malloy's [the one who can sing ala Britney Spears] video and that kid who lives in his car, Josiah Lemming. Among all my other bets who didn't make it, I feel really bad the most for Perrie Cataldo. I think he's got a great voice.

Here are the videos I found. I hope they all make it to the top 24!

Danny Noriega, Ramiele Malubay, Carly Smithson, and Michael Johns

David Archuleta

Asia'h Epperson

And the uber hot Michael Johns singing Bohemian Rhapsody.

Happy Hearts Day everyone!!!

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Priceless..

American Idol Season 7 Hollywood week just got better. The judges are more brutal and heartless. Half of my bet were kicked out of the competition. Tomorrow, we'll find out who made it to the top 24. Ooohhh, I'm so excited!

I am alone in the office. It's already 09:30pm yet no signs of people. Hmmm, I wonder if I really am alone. Little girl, where are you?Ü

I got an email update from dslreports.com and I have completely forgotten I have an active account there. It just didn't feel right joining the forums since I left TRON. I logged in anyway and found a long trail of private messages between me and some members who I honestly think creates account to rant their heart out. Most of my previous teammates didn't know about this because I intended my "sideline" as a tech support agent to a secret. I even ask these people to keep me nameless. Reading some of the messages made me smile and I'll post it here in case you'd be interested to know what they said. A simple thank you is simply priceless.ÜÜÜ



Hi there, and thank you!
...In any event, I really appreciate your time and trouble in trying to help me. It's nice to know that someone at ********* really cares about my service after 10 years of being a customer! If there is any other info I can provide, please let me know. I need to get this resolved one way or another as I can't upload any changes to my own sites through Dreamweaver. Changing ISP's is NOT my first choice, and I would hate to think that ********* will force me into it over this issue.
Thanks again, I will be anxiously awaiting your response!


...Everything was fine on the weekend. This morning (19th) at about 5:30am local time, I lost my DSL sync and has not been on since (now 5:30pm) I've been on the phone with Tech Support and again I'm been on hold forever without someone helping me. Please help.The phone side was still working fine. Thanks for you help.


I'm open to suggestions, and I really appreciate all of your help! Get it solved and I'll send you a mug or something with a picture of your choice...or a tee or something...on me as a thanks! :-)


I want to thank you again for you help with my connection. It's been a long 4 months trying to get things working. You've been of tremendous assistance. Although I know they try to do their best, the phone support just gives me the run around. I thank you again for going above and beyond for your customers.


Once again I really appreciate your help on this, and wish other ********* techs had taken as much interest in getting it resolved. It seems though like since there is not a logical explanation readily available, that the attitude seems to be that the problem is on my end (or in my head!...LOL). Of course not meant for you personally as you have been great in trying to do something about it.
I hope someone will continue to explore this and see exactly what the problem is and get it corrected.
Thanks again...I'll owe you TWO coffee mugs! :-)


I will post when it gets resolved and offer my thanks to everyone who did help (l'll let you remain nameless!), but for now please accept my thanks again! I do apprecaite your taking the time to get involved. You are one who helped restore my faith in ********* and kept me from making a rash decision to cancel.
If there is anything I can ever do for YOU, please let ME know!


Well, I don't blame you for staying under the radar. You folks overseas always get a bad rap but I did in fact talk to some nice ones who tried desparately to help. I just wish Tier 2 in **STATE** had actually taken the issue more seriously and it might not have gotten this far!
---> HEY, I'M FROM THE PHILIPPINES! Hahahahaha, the zip code I entered to register was somewhere in CA. :p


I do appreciate your taking the time to get involved. Between everyone, it looks like it will finally get resolved, at least I hope so! Take care, and thanks again!


It's not a problem. Everything is working fine with the Zyxel so we should just leave it alone. Thanks you for your continued help.


Thanks for the info, and thanks for the offer to manually reprovision my circuit. I have been in contact with both ***** and ***** within the last week. The last message I received from ***** indicated that they are working on my problem. If I don’t hear anything back from one of them in a few days, I will contact you and take you up on your kind offer. You will be left nameless as you asked. Thanks again.
**** *****


Hello again. I was wondering if you can check my line again (***) ***-****. I lost my DSL sync sometime this morning around 3am. The voice side has a strange echo as well. I don't know if it's scheduled maintenance. You seemed to be able to fix this problem last time with a few clicks of your keyboard over there. I won't be able to be in front of my modem because I'm at work right now and won't be back home till around 5pm pacific time. Thanks alot for you help again.


Thank you. I'm at home now. Everything seems to working fine again.


Thank you for the tip. I will be referring this to ***** and keep you nameless.


I can confirm that my line has been upgraded to 8.0/1.0. Everything is working great. My speed increase is very noticeable. Thank you very much for everything you did to get this done.
Sincerely,
**** *****


Sigh. It feels good reading this. :p Although, the best kudos I got was from a Vietnam war veteran who said he was ready to throw his computer out of the window because he had not been able to connect to the internet for 3 months. He was passed back and forth the ISP, Dell and Microsoft. Not only did he thank me for solving his issue, he actually sent a handwritten snail mail to my supervisor congratulating him for having me on his team. I miss tech support..

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Maybe

A friend once asked for my top 3 most amazing feeling. I didn't know what answer she was expecting so I asked her. She said 1.] loving; 2.] to be loved; and 3.] #1 and 2 to happen at the same time. All I was able to say was "Aaahhh" 'coz my top 3 would have been 1.] scratching an itch; 2.] taking a dump; and 3.] having an orgasm. I don't have any particular reason why I'm blogging about this. I just feel like it. Maybe I'm too bored?

Tomorrow, I mean later, I'll be meeting my dad's cousins. I've been living here in Cebu for almost 3 years now thinking I'm alone yet they have been here all along. I've been in contact thru text with the woman who introduced herself to me as Tita Van [I still don't know where she got my #] for the last few months but I thought they were in Bantayan which is my father's family place of origin. She said she'd like to meet me in person 'coz the last time she saw me, I was like 5 years old. I wonder how she'd feel seeing somebody almost twenty years after. And I wonder how wierd it'd feel to meet these relatives who I don't remember seeing at all. Maybe I'll like them 'coz they seemed nice. Tita Van even asked me once if I like danggit 'coz she's gonna cook for me. We'll see..

Yeah, I am bored.

Half the team aren't here yet 'coz of this new schedule plan. We don't even know if it'll work, maybe it will. But if I can convince Ryan to come at the office the same time the BD's do, then it'll be great. He was the life of the party when we were with TRON and he still is here in GR. The office isn't just the same without his random hirits. Maybe, just maybe.. I can.

Maybe I'm talking non-sense so I'll stop.

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It's The Face!

I wish I knew what this song is all about. She's a cutie. I wanna squeeze her chubby cheeks! This is what singing is all about, facial expression baby! I must have replayed it twenty times. I can't get over her!

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Why Am I Not Surprised?!

IMDb: In order to keep the woman of his dreams from falling for another guy, Charlie Logan has to break the curse that has made him wildly popular with single women: Sleep with Charlie once, and the next man you meet will be your true love.

We were laughing for the most part of the movie. The sex scenes and the tits-obsessed bestfriend played by Dan Fogler of Balls of Fury were hilarious. The plot wasn't really good but it was entertaining anyway.

Why am I not fuckin' surprised that it's another negative? That's 2004, 2005, 2006 and 2008 in order. Faith convinced me to buy a kit and I agreed despite my better judgement. I knew I'd just disappoint myself. Am I asking for it too soon?! It's been years! Dammit! Aaarrrggghh! Bwiseeeeeet!!!

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Hell Yeah!

I dunno if I'm looking or reading things the wrong way but I honestly think an old friend is too blinded to see that the person she looks up to is all BUT a beautiful person inside and out. I don't even know why I fuckin' care! I know I shouldn't. However, I still think she's my friend eventhough last time I checked she wasn't so happy about that. Hey listen sistah, I still care for you 'coz we've had good times together. I hope you are happy and I still wish you well. I just want you to know that there are some people who does a really good job putting up a good facade that they actually fool people. And guess what, you're on the side of one. You misjudged me and I hope one day you trip, smack your head on something really hard [or sharp.. heck, I don't want to kill you even with just my imagination] and realize that I was right all along.

A lot of people didn't like Clovefield but I loved it. I think the actors were really convincing. The emotions seemed real to me. The girl who had a stick on her chest was able to run for her life and I think it was realistic. Adrenaline rush baby! I mean who would have thought my 5 foot, then 90 lbs. aunt can carry a huge ref when she heard her neighbor cry fire? I also liked the concept of shooting the film Blair Witch Project style. Although my BF whined about being dizzy and all. He was actually right. It felt the same when I first finished a whole stick of Marlboro red or the first time I played counterstrike.

Alvin and the Chipmunks was sooo fun. I loved Theodore! He's chubby and cuddly and sooo cute that I wanna crush him to death. It was a feel good movie but as Simon Cowell would sometime say, "it's forgettable".

I got a good news tonight. A confirmation.
ladykrishna wrote on Feb 8
"it's gonna be so much better 30 days after clau. u know what i mean ;)"

HELL YEAH!

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AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!

AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!! It's an answered prayer.. a wish granted. Just what I needed to make me want for more! I never really understood what it feels like until today. I promised ten cartwheels but the sound of the gong was enough. Van, FINALLY! Insik, THANK YOU! And thanks too to the rest of the GR peeps for cheering with us! Lemme do it again, AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!

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In The Mood For Crying?

This was the video of the American Idol hopeful [Asia'h Epperson from Atlanta, GA] who bravely sang despite the pain of losing her father two days before. Heartbreaking..

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About Us

I said I'm gonna do it if I get bored and I did.


About Us

Whether you want to stay connected with old friends or establish relationships with people you've never met before, PartyBacolod is the place to be!

Created in 2004 by talented fresh graduates who capitalized on nothing but guts and well.. a little money out of their own pocket with the purpose of creating an online meeting place for Bacoleños, it has grown remarkably from the mere tens of members on it's first month to now thousands of users nationwide. That's right, nationwide! We wouldn't be famous for being the City of Smiles for nothing.

Social networking sites took over the internet so quickly that you get invites left and right from websites you've never heard before. However, regardless of how many online profiles you maintain, we bet none of those can give you the kind of connection that you get from interacting with people you have a lot in common with. Filipinos abroad can always have a piece of home in PartyBacolod.

Be a part of a community of fun individuals who would welcome you with big smiles and friendly hi’s. To top it all, you can do anything and everything! Get email updates on your friends, upload photos, videos, music, flood the bulletin, rant 'til you drop on lively forum threads, blog your heart out and even chat real-time with online users!

Think you’ve heard enough? There’s so much more and you gotta see it to believe it! Pimp your profile today and party with us!

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PartyBacolod.com

PartyBacolod.com is a networking site created by a classmate from grade school to college, Rene Fandida. It was originally created to have an online meeting place for Bacoleño's all over the world but recently, there had been several sign ups from people all over the Philippines. I've been an active member eversince it started, constantly joining forums and helping the founder maintain a friendly environment. Well, actually that's just my excuse for making nasty comments to those stupid members who gives us a piece of their puny mind. The site design had been changed several times. Most recently, last night I mean, Rene changed it to this.

He asked me to create a welcome note. I'm a proud mama! Hehehehe.Ü Hope I can come up with something better. I want to make a nice About Us for the site.

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Seriously?!

American Idol Season 7 audition went to Atlanta, GA. I wish I had that video where the girl sang How Do I Live in memory of her dad who passed away two days before that audition. It was very emotional that Paula Abdul had to walk away for awhile. All I have is this video. Hilarious!

Gwenk gave me this ad and let me help you out bro. It's an ad anyway so it should be available to all. I just can't help but ask, seriously?! Anyway, here it is.

They call it forbidden love.. and i call it ... special love...

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Im looking for serios relationship ( M2M) About Me: A natural human being shall i say hehe. Well I live my life in a way that I can. I mingle with people and show kindness in a way that I can. I dont know whats the good and bad in me. Its just people arround me are my mirrors on how I deal with the world. Sometimes Im matured and sometimes I act like a kid. We cant please everybody. Some may like you and some may hate you. I dont care about them because as long as I dont have any bad intention. Sometimes other people expect too much from me that it reach to the point that they think Im like a robot who can deal all things perfectly. Im just human and i also commit mistakes. Lots and all kinds of mistakes, big and small. I love watching stars at night. While watching i listen to classic love songs. Then my mind fly and dreams on many things. Wishing there will be someone sitting beside me. Someone who will hold my hand in case I lost my balance. Someone who will put a blanket in my body in case i sleep suddenly. Someone who will watch sun set together with me. Someone who will love and accept me for what I am. Someone who will love me not just bec of my positive and nice attitude but also love me even though i have some negative attitude too. I am not perfect person. For me true love is a full acceptance of that certain person. Love that person in every piece of his/her life. True love is like being responsible on words you promised and dreams you have to make it true. Many people say Love is complicated. Actually no, Love is not complicated bec. Love is Simple and Beautiful. Its just we humans who make it complicated. Love is a gift by God. No matter what gender you had as long as you know how to use your heart... then ... be happy bec. you know how to Love. Who I Want to Meet: Wither you are 50 years old or 80 years old..its doesnt matter. Maybe other people hate that age then its called conditional love and i am not into that. I am more on Unconditional love that accepts the whole person. Accepting the whole package and if you want changes.. then the two of you can talk in order Love to grow deeper. Love is not about your physical or your status. Love is all about two hearts who beats for one another. Love is the most powerful force human cant resist. And im proud to say that Im Human and I know how to Love 09173661313 HOME

Long Time Coming

Waiting..
Thursday, November 15, 2007

Less than half an hour more and it'll start.. It'll probably take a maximum of 4 hours.. The wait is excruciating.. I didn't get a good sleep.. I tossed and turned in my bed, rumpling the sheet as if there was --- you know what I mean.. [although, there really was **wink**].. I am restless.. As much as I don't want to think about it, I can't help it.. I don't wanna jinx it, but I can't seem to get it off my mind.. This might be my first..

If I get a positive confirmation, then I'd tell you what it is. How I wish I'm talking about a pregnancy test but it's something else.. I swear to God I'd do [or at least try] ten cartwheels if it's a yes.. Ugh! The wait is killing me..

---> It's been over a couple of hours and still no response.. Maybe tomorrow..


Wednesday, February 6, 2008

The answer to that was a NO. Now, after two months of getting over that NO and patiently waiting for another opportunity to come.. and enduring a whole lot of emotion and drama.. I finally got a YES. My patience finally fuckin' paid off. It's a YES! It's a deal!

To quote a few lines from one of my all time favorite song, Long Time Coming by Oliver James..
can you whisper in my ear
let me know it's alright
it's been a long time coming
down this road
and now i know
what i've been waiting for
and like a lonley highway
i'm trying to get home
ooo it's been a long time coming

I don't wish to let y'all understand what I'm talking about. I just want you to be happy for me 'coz I am. So happy that I wanna kill myself!

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I Miss TRON Mode.. Again!

The past couple of days, I've spent my free time here in the office revisiting old websites. I dunno how Ryan and I got into talking about online games yesterday but I found myself google-ing hapland and started playing. I almost didn't remember to do the same today but I got into the "I miss TRON" mode again, thanks to Ash. IT blocked the non-work-related sites but being the TRONies that we were, we always had proxies to share to the team. I still can't help but smile thinking about the thrill of discovering a new move for hapland then adding it unto the sequence that somebody had previously solved, the groans when making the wrong move for the leap frog game, the excitement of beating the timer for the multipopword and making sure we finish giving TS steps before the next game begins and the complaints of blurry vision because of too much stereograms. Then there were the Jabber trivias where replies were nanoseconds apart. Taking your eyes off the conference room would make you feel like a lost puppy in the forest by the time you get back. We hated long hold times but we would always be glad to be on hold for as long as possible when the trivia moderator says he/she's ready. And who would forget chat convos that goes like this: cat tool low boat moo (katol lubot mo), boy sit (bwisit), pest tea (pisti), lychee (leche). Hahay. Those were the days.

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Unrequited Love

Borderline Disorder (gay): You don't masturbate anymore?!
P2000 away (male, straight): I haven't had the urge lately..
Borderline Disorder: I find it hard to believe that a single, straight guy wouldn't indulge in masturbation.
P2000 away: I dunno..
Autistic (male, straight): Sometimes, it's all about loving that someone you can't have..
Me: Awww, that's sweet. Wait! You mean, you'd rather not masturbate than have sex with that someone?
Shrug..
Me: What if you're loving that someone from afar?
No answer..

That was how the convo went after a few sets of beer last Saturday. I'm keeping their identities secret because they might kill me if I don't. I didn't get the chance to pry more because 1.] my world's spinning; 2.] Autistic's eyes were rolling because of too much alcohol; and 3.] because I know he wouldn't elaborate anyway. It was quite surprising to hear that from someone supposedly very intelligent yet whose vocabulary seems to be limited to sales, marketing, phone interviews, send outs and deals a few words. It was the side of him we rarely see. And he actually told me secretly while we were sharing a naughty joke that he wouldn't have the guts to do so if he didn't have alcohol to blame. It shouldn't be a big deal but somebody's smitten by him and I know it kills that person to hear him say things like that. I wish I could say more but I'll leave it to that somebody who blog almost everyday nowadays. With the rate that things are going right now, I should be kicking her ass and make her realize that she's wishing for snow in hell. But dammit I know how she feels. I think every woman had a time in her life that she wallowed in unrequited love. If it ain't love then maybe a simple crush or admiration. I honestly wish one day he'll realize that there's somebody who secretly adores his wierdness. And I hope it wouldn't be too late 'coz lately she's been obsessed with forgetting..

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Is it? In a mini-bar? Nah. But it's a pretty good start for this weekend. Exactly a month ago, I got into an agreement with my BF that I'll quit smoking a month after. So... can I do it? I dunno, bro! I hope I can. But this "training" will probably take longer than the planned "few hours" and beer isn't beer without cigarettes. For me, at least. We talked Jan. 02 at 9pm so technically, I still have 12 hours before I have to quit. Holy crap! Anyway, HAPPY WEEKEND EVERYONE!

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