Long Time Coming

Waiting..
Thursday, November 15, 2007

Less than half an hour more and it'll start.. It'll probably take a maximum of 4 hours.. The wait is excruciating.. I didn't get a good sleep.. I tossed and turned in my bed, rumpling the sheet as if there was --- you know what I mean.. [although, there really was **wink**].. I am restless.. As much as I don't want to think about it, I can't help it.. I don't wanna jinx it, but I can't seem to get it off my mind.. This might be my first..

If I get a positive confirmation, then I'd tell you what it is. How I wish I'm talking about a pregnancy test but it's something else.. I swear to God I'd do [or at least try] ten cartwheels if it's a yes.. Ugh! The wait is killing me..

---> It's been over a couple of hours and still no response.. Maybe tomorrow..


Wednesday, February 6, 2008

The answer to that was a NO. Now, after two months of getting over that NO and patiently waiting for another opportunity to come.. and enduring a whole lot of emotion and drama.. I finally got a YES. My patience finally fuckin' paid off. It's a YES! It's a deal!

To quote a few lines from one of my all time favorite song, Long Time Coming by Oliver James..
can you whisper in my ear
let me know it's alright
it's been a long time coming
down this road
and now i know
what i've been waiting for
and like a lonley highway
i'm trying to get home
ooo it's been a long time coming

I don't wish to let y'all understand what I'm talking about. I just want you to be happy for me 'coz I am. So happy that I wanna kill myself!

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I said I love kids and I have a lot of pictures, videos and audios. Here are some of my faves. I wanted to find ways to get my mind off "the wait" so I went thru my files.. It's been over 24 hours and no response yet.. Sigh..

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Waiting..

Less than half an hour more and it'll start.. It'll probably take a maximum of 4 hours.. The wait is excruciating.. I didn't get a good sleep.. I tossed and turned in my bed, rumpling the sheet as if there was --- you know what I mean.. [although, there really was **wink**].. I am restless.. As much as I don't want to think about it, I can't help it.. I don't wanna jinx it, but I can't seem to get it off my mind.. This might be my first..

If I get a positive confirmation, then I'd tell you what it is. How I wish I'm talking about a pregnancy test but it's something else.. I swear to God I'd do [or at least try] ten cartwheels if it's a yes.. Ugh! The wait is killing me..

I find this song very relaxing but it does little help to ease the anxiety.. Samson by Regina Spektor [It doesn't automatically play so click the PLAY button.]

---> It's been over a couple of hours and still no response.. Maybe tomorrow..

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