I'm pissed. I'm upset. I'm angry. I'm frustrated. Why?- My man spent the whole day at my place but I didn't have my fill [I hope you know what I mean 'coz I don't want to elaborate].
- We argued about our set-up and no change has been agreed upon, as useless.
- I gave absolute trust to someone/something but I was left hanging. I blocked all negative vibes right from the very beginning [despite all the discouragements and gossips] and I forced myself to believe this could be the start of something really good. I took the risk and up until today I thought I was right about my decision. I said I would be fine since I haven't really experienced [yet] any of the things that they said would happen to me. It did earlier though and I can't help but think about those people mocking me and saying "I told you so!" I don't know if I'd feel the same when I wake up later. I only had about an hour of sleep and I was all grumpy before I left for the office. Talking about it [or at least try] would be a waste of time 'coz it needs probably a couple of hours in a coffee shop for me to explain everything. And I know some or someone sometimes crashes into this site and what I'm writing out of my emotional outburst might jeopardize the tiny chance I might still have. There's still a little faith left.. but I'm at a point right now that I care less. Whatever happens, happens.
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